昨晚看完星屑醫生的 “這醫生很潮”, 有感而發﹐ 所以以他的其中一篇為藍圖﹐ 寫了以下的。。。。

給朋友的信

2007年10月5日早上, 你變回天使了

以前即使給你看我的blog, 甚至面對面同你講﹐ 你也不會懂。 現在你變回天使﹐ 應該看得懂我的文字﹐ 聽得懂我的說話吧!

我想你一定是天使變的。 你本來就是天使﹐ 可能在天堂裡面做錯事﹐ 被罰到這個世界。  但我相信你做錯的並非大壞事﹐ 否則我怎可能會這麼幸運的成為你的 “舅父” 。 回想最初你剛來我家時﹐ 你只有一塊地板階磚般大的身體﹐我想你並不難照顧﹐ 但是你就好似識變魔術般﹐ 只用小於一個月的時間就變成一隻 “羊” 。 實在百思不得其解。  我從來未見過其他狗比你喜歡食雪﹐只要我走近糧罃﹐你就知道我會做甚麼。  你就是這麼聰明。  比其他狗還要醒目﹐識得坐低﹐訓低﹐仲會扮死。  比好多其他狗本事﹐竟然可以做到 “醫生”。你竟然比我還早達到呢個目標。  你真係好叻。  所以我越想﹐就越覺得你是上帝派給我們一家的一份禮物。  是你令我家有好多歡樂愉快的時光﹐多謝你! 

我常說自己多幸福。  因為有好多人愛我﹐關心我﹐照顧我﹐連你也毫無條件的愛護我。  由我中學開始﹐上大學﹐大學畢業﹐由香港返黎考MCAT﹐你都在我家。  我快樂﹐不快樂﹐都有你和我分享。  每當我坐在樓梯發呆﹐思考﹐煩惱的時候﹐你也會靜靜的行到我身邊坐下﹐然後用鼓勵的眼神望著我﹐就像對我說﹐ “不用擔心!  凡事都有解決的方法。”  冬天的時候﹐每晚當我拖著疲倦的身體會到我的房間﹐亮了我的房燈﹐都會看見你像剛剛睡醒般睡在我的床上。  我當然明白啦!  你一定知我怕冷﹐所以常常把床睡暖等我回來。  我懷念這段逝去的快樂時光﹐實在感激你陪了我家這短短的九年。  雖然你也有頑皮的時候﹐時常偷偷食一些對你有害的東西﹐可能因為偷食太多﹐所以身體漸漸邊差吧。

你堅強的撐著直到家姐回家陪你。  相信你到最後也有一段好時光吧。  到最後﹐家姐陪伴下﹐你安祥的離開﹐相信你不是太辛苦吧!  見你離開時沒有痛苦﹐我也各得安慰。  在此希望你原諒我。  到最後一刻﹐我都不能在你身邊陪伴你﹐相信你多少也不高興吧!  對不起!  是我背叛了你。  我選擇留在外地﹐不能陪你走你生命的最後﹐相信是我一生的遺憾。  但是希望你會原諒我﹐可以嗎?  同時希望你會明白呢封信的思念。  當我知道你已回天家﹐我靜靜的向你道別。  記住啦!  到了天家﹐要好好守規矩。  不要再做錯事。  好好幫我同我家看守在天上的家﹐學習打理葡萄園。  將來終有一天﹐我們回到天家﹐大家便可以再見。  我承諾我會好好的疼你。你餓﹐我會給你糧食。  你悶﹐我會陪你玩。  你倦﹐我會陪你休息。  你的毛長了﹐我會好好把你清潔﹐剪毛﹐扮靚。到時可以一起種葡萄﹐然後用來釀酒供應愛延﹐永遠快樂。

Boy Jai, 我會卦念你。  在這刻我十分懷念你在我的床上望著我﹐十分懷念你的體溫。  想到你如果可以再在我面前﹐給我機會好好撫摸你的臉﹐用手掃你的毛。  這刻﹐鼻子有點酸﹐眼有點水汪汪的。  最後﹐雖然你常常聽我唱歌﹐可能已經聽膩了。  但是我還是想最後一次送一首歌給你。 

Tears in Heaven

Would you know my name, if I saw you in heaven?

Would it be the same, if I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong, and carry on.

‘cause I know I don’t belong, here in heaven’

Would you hold my hand, if I saw you in heaven?

Would you help me stand, if I saw you in heaven?

I’ll find my way, through night and day,

‘cause I know I just can’t stay, here in heaven’

Time can bring you down,

Time can bend your knees,

Time can break your heart,

Have you begging please, begging please…

Beyond the door, there’s peace I’m sure

And I know there’ll be no more, tears in heaven

Would you know my name, if I saw you in heaven?

Would it be the same, if I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong, and carry on.

‘cause I know I don’t belong, here in heaven

多謝你﹐ Boy Jai (1998.10.05 ~ 2007.10.05), 天家再見

Story:
Viktor Navorski, a man from an Eastern European country arrives in New York but after he left his country; war broke out and because of that Navorski is a man without a country that the U.S. cannot recognize, thus he is denied entrance to the U.S. However, he also can't be deported so he is told by the Security Manager that he has to remain in the airport until his status can be fixed. And also Navorski doesn't speak English well, so no one can talk to him and he can't talk to anyone. But he somehow adapts and sets up residence in the airport, which makes the man who placed him there unhappy cause, it seems he is line for a promotion but Navroski's presence might complicate that. So he tries to get Navorski to leave but Navorski remains where he is. Navorski makes friends with some of the people who work in the airport and is attracted to a flight attendant he runs into whenever she comes in.

最初係明珠台見呢套戲既廣告覺得有D悶, 但係睇完之後覺得幾有意思﹐ 所以係度講下。  睇完呢套戲有好多反思﹐ 所以想係度同大家分享呢個 terminal 既故事。Viktor Navorski (Tom Hanks) 由東歐一個政治不穩定既國家黎到紐約﹐ 但係人生無常﹐ Navorski既國家發生政變而令到Navorski呢一刻變左做一個無國家承認身份既人, 所以紐約機場海關不能俾Navorski入境。  在進退不能既情況下, Navorski唯有被安排留係機場裡面暫住。  不太懂英語既Navorski就留左係一個陌生既機場生活。  但係Navorski既性格令佢好快適應係機場既生活﹐ 更令佢係機場結交唔少係機場工作既職員﹐ 編出好多小故事, Navorski更找到他心儀既對象。  人人對Navorski既神秘身份感到好奇, 尤其是他時常拿在手的花生罐感到好神秘﹐ 而Navorski黎紐約既目的既令人感動。 

我覺得Navorski既人生觀好積極﹐ 好樂觀。  無論係咩野逆境佢都好樂觀面對。  無論自道自己國家發生政變﹐ 自己要留係一個陌生地方﹐ Navorski從來無氣餒﹐ 從來無放棄佢黎紐約既目的。  係機場識到各式各樣既人﹐ 每個都有自己既故事。  Navorski唔怕蝕底﹐ 好肯為朋友。  就算係第一次相識既人﹐ 佢都唔會計較甘去幫手﹐ 最後仲成為左機場員工心中既英雄。  Tom Hanks所飾演既Navorski係一個好直得學習既角色。

Boy Jai

A name that I will never forget in my life.  A name that I have betrayed because I chose my future.  I really miss you, boy.  I still remembered everytime when I walked into my room, I see you on my bed.  Everytime when I went to the kitchen, you were looking at me and asking me for food.  Everytime when I got you treat, you would sit in front of me.  I really miss you.  I still remembered the last time I saw you in the basement of Ho's place when I was putting you into boarding.  I saw your eyes and I knew that you didn't want me to leave you there.  But I did....   I really did...  I couldn't believe that this was the last time I see your face.  I really miss you, boy.  Even at the last minute, I couldn't be with you.  You know how much I want to touch your face and be with you till the last minute?  I am sorry...  I am really sorry.  It's all because of my selfishness.  I promise you...  let's see you in heaven, alright...  I will walk you in heaven, k?  I will take you to shower in heaven, k?  and I will buy you food in heaven, k?!    I will groom you and make you look good, k?!

Last, Happy 9th Birthday today!  Rest in peace, alright.  I see you in heaven one day.  Take care. May God Be With You.

Boy Jai (05.10.1998-05.10.2007)